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[Feb. 17th, 2005|08:30 pm] |
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MY DAD IS A BIG HUGE ASS HOLE WHO SHOULD BURN IN HELL. |
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| yeah yeah mhm |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|12:22 am] |
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well its late, kinda in a way.im bored and im doing laundry and i still have homework to do.fuck.my social teache isnt that bad acutally, hes a tall strong skinhead, and hes nice.oh yeah we are watching hockey in social this week so maybe homework wont need to be done.i hope not.yeah laundry now.bye <3.
p.s- my boyfriend works on valentine's day, yeah whatever, and i this guy asked me out, and i dont know him,he's my good friends brother.weird.CLEARLY i said no ocs 1)boyfriend, hello and 2) uh..wait what's his name again...thats right i know nothing about him. mainly cos i have a boyfriend though. yup yup.well yeah bye. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2005|01:53 am] |
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today was dumb. i painted my new room. red...pretty..pretty fuckin hawt.yeah.mhmm mhmm.matt came over,i have no patience,so we stopped painting,cos i couldnt help but yell at him. yeah bye.<3. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
sweet.
matt and i worked everything out last night.
to bad he didn`t talk to me at school today.
or say hi or anything.
jack ass.
i almost cried again today.
he`s a lier.
and he doesn`t know it.
fuck ya know?
i like him...
but he doesn`t give a shit about me.
or at least that is how it seems in my eyes.
i have written a bunch of poems that he has inspired me to write.
his mother waved at me when she picked him up today.
matt didn`t say a thing to me.
hah there he stood alone while his friends were saying bye to their girlfriends.
HUGGING THEM FUCK.
hugs make people feel special,so now you all know why i haven`t felt special the past two months.
anyways, either he trys and things change...
or he doesn`t and he`s gone.
yeah, if it doesn`t change,he`s gone.bye.<3.
-hugs- |
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[Feb. 9th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
sweet.
matt and i worked everything out last night.
to bad he didn`t talk to me at school today.
or say hi or anything.
jack ass.
i almost cried again today.
he`s a lier.
and he doesn`t know it.
fuck ya know?
i like him...
but he doesn`t give a shit about me.
or at least that is how it seems in my eyes.
i have written a bunch of poems that he has inspired me to write.
his mother waved at me when she picked him up today.
matt didn`t say a thing to me.
hah there he stood alone while his friends were saying bye to their girlfriends.
HUGGING THEM FUCK.
hugs make people feel special,so now you all know why i haven`t felt special the past two months.
anyways, either he trys and things change...
or he doesn`t and he`s gone.
yeah, if it doesn`t change,he`s gone...for good.
bye.<3.
-hugs- |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|11:13 pm] |
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matts gone,things got worked out.i think we're both happy about that.he said that he never huged me at school or talked to me is cos he thought i would just insult him...isnt that a lovely thing to think about your gf. he was like "well school just started again and i just wanted to hang out with skyler cos i havent seen him in a long time..."and i was like "oh alright, not to be rude but im sorry, i saw him talking to his girlfriend...".but yeah he said he is gonna try and i asked what he's gonna do but he said i will have to wait and see, just watch this,he isnt gonna hug me or anything,nothing will change,well im tired,it's early but im tired and i have homework[im trying to get my math mark up to at least a PASS]ah im going.later.
Love, Brooke Coonie.<33333. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|06:36 pm] |
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i cried.its pathetic i know.but what would you do if whenever you walked past your boyfriend, he didnt wave, smile, say hi, or even look at you? yeah well that's how i feel.Alexis called him, which i really appreciate her doing because they arent friends anymore, and she told him how i felt and so on.She told me that he said he hates it when he makes me feel like shit, i would never have guessed that because he does it quite often.I was sitting there under the steps with alli, and he was about 5 feet away from me? fucking doesn't say a thing to me, and that made tears roll down face, and then after on msn i asked him about it, i said "if you saw me crying i bet you wouldnt even notice" and he said "yeah i would..." i was like wtff "no you wouldn't" blahfuckidyblah, it went something like that, but he said that he saw me under the stairs, and i am so pissed off, anyways he is comming over here right away, he's prolly just getting on the bus now,and we are going to talk, fuck.i dont want to.well ido.but yeah.he made me so mad, i wrote a poem a whole page long, its really long i will share it with you another day.anyways,he's being a jerk to me.it was funny, we decided to sit on the stairs, and i was still crying [well my eyes were all watery] and at least 20 girls in grade 10-11 were standing there and asking me what's wrong.i only knew half of them.they were all telling me to dump him.lol.i like him to much,even though he doesnt treat me that well.it was funny,and then ashley brought me outside and shared a smoke with me.yeah,im going now.later.
Love, Brooke Coonie. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|11:57 pm] |
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so much has gone on in the last little bit, its been awesome, too bad i forget most of it.
except:
-smacking doug's ass
-slamming onto the ground in spencers, which i now i have huge bruise from.
-...okay that's all i remember...
-no wait, theres more
-went to a hockey game with my sister and some of her friends
-alcoholics they are, we drank at the game, they brought vodka and mixed it with coke and juice and such.
-ah shit i forget again...
-went to a show tonight, attick show...that wasn't much fun, except matt's and busby's comments, they played emo *puke*.
i have one thing to say, and that is "busby is a fucking idiot". lol.he really is, he's really funny, but a big idiot.tomorrow theres a show at wecc, i wanna go but there's this stupid birthday thing for my auntie [egotistical cow] and my mom is gonna make me go, but i will not give up without trying.i wanna go to the show with meli. anyways, im a bit tired, i think im gonna head to bed in a while.<3. |
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| crazzay man |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|09:16 pm] |
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alana and i went to value village, got some nice stuff, i got 'fugitive' pants and im making strait legged pants out of them...heh.its difficult, nothing wrong with a challenge. bus drivers are fuckking assholes. the lady didnt let us off at the vv we asked, she 'forgot' so shhe said she would bring us to the next one, yeah, she didnt fucking mention that it was in garden city.so yeah we were all lost or whatever, but we made our way home.alli and kelsey and meli got drunk last night, no fair.they fit 9 people in a car.pff,could have been 10 if i were there,but i was at matts.anyways......so matt doesn`t want me to go to a rave...and alli promised him that she wouldn`t let me, but matt didn`t say that i can`t go with kelsey.hehe.there is alwasys a way around it, but yeah now alli is saying that i can`t go.fuck.oh well,matt isn`t worth being thrown away for some drugs.tired.later<3. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|01:55 am] |
hmm
tonight was fun...
i went to matt's house for the evening
we watched tv...
and we started talking about love
and well i got really pissed off cos he kept saying that i love him
and i dont
he said he could see it in my eyes
and it was really starting to piss me off...
he said he could love me, he might love me one day
i know that i am falling in love with him
and he said he is falling for me too
but yeah anyways all that crap is way to deep for me right now
i dont know if i want anything like that
but he does make me feel good
and i do like him a lot
anyways
we went into his bedroom
and we arent supposed to be in there
and i was on top of him
and both of us had our pants undone
but we werent fucking or anything
common now we didnt have a condom on hand
and his mother walked in
and holy shit i was so embarressed
she just hands matt the phone and tells him that she will talk to him later
i am never going in that house again
far to shy now man
hahahahaha
i should have just gotten off of him when he told me that he knew someone was comming
shit
ahhh fuck
i should have listened to that boy
im tired,and i miss him already,if he ever found this i would kill my self,i got a problem showing my feelings sometimes. <3. |
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| how lovely |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|01:46 am] |
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ok
i am changing rooms
i am going into my little brother's room, the bigger one
and he gets my room, the smaller one
my room right now is green
neon green
i like it
but i need a change from it
it can get very annoying
when we switch rooms, i get the computer in my room
yay
im going to value village with beck tomorrow
i cant wait
cos i wil have money
and we are gonna get a few pieces of clothing and then make them hot
i cant wait
then teresa is comming over to hang out with us around 7ish - 8ish |
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[Jan. 28th, 2005|03:54 pm] |
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well today was great, it had a lot of shitty times, but a lot of great ones...
-hair got ruined by damn wind
-had an exam
~only had to be at school for an hour [cos of exam]
~went to St.James and got to see meli!!! [my wife to be]
-they made us register [cos we were guests]
-got on a bus
~went to Golden Gate [to see kirstin...and bitch at some girls,which we never got to do]
-they made us register in the office at GG too...fuckers
-got on another bus to polo
~met a girl named Ashley on the bus
-left my fucking wallet on the bus [only consisting of my bus tickets, belly button rings and $15.00 for best buy...along with my student id and shit like that]
-realized i didn`t have my wallet [fuck]
-had no money,no bus tickets,no food...no way to get fucking home
~found two quarters
-called matt, he wasnt home yet
-called alli's mother,she was on the phone
-had no money at all now
~met up with steph
~hung out at spencers all night cos we were all stranded there
~kept hitting steph with a whip [sex toy]
-got mooned by this kid...long story,but i called him gay,next thing ya know,he`s showing us his ass
~watched these kids play with the whip,then told them to stop it unless their naked,then one pushed the other or something and he fell over into a display thing...and it fell,that was fucking hillarious
~asked to use the phone at Spencers
~filled out this religious survey thing and got hotchocolate
~alli's mother picked us up
-my hair got fucked cos of the car
~steph is really really stupid
`brought steph home
~alli's mother called steph ditzy and shit [lmao]
~got dropped off
YEAH THAT IS BASICALLY ALL THERE IS TO ME DAY
~=GOOD
-=BAD
`=WHATEVER
and you know what,if you don`t like my hair,then don`t fucking stare so god damn mcuh okay..?fucking wiggers "pff look at that freak" yeah okay there buddy, at least i am not trying to be something i`m not, unlike you who is trying to be black.fucking ass wholes. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2005|05:02 pm] |
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hmm..what's this? matt thinks i am using him for sexual favors?..wow.haha.that's interesting,how the fuck did he find out...who told him? you're smart, im kidding you dumbass.that's a laugh and a half.i am making kraft dinner,and talking to alli melnyk...okay i am a fucking idiot.i am no longer talking to alli melnyk BECAUSE...i just dropped the phone into a cup filled with water.wow,now THAT,was smart.and what is this...?i might have a babysitting job, lmao.me,watching kids, which i hate, woopie.i am just keeping my eyes on the money yo'.my little brother is a cunt,he hit me,and then he kicked the garbage, and then he attacked me and hurt my toe so i bashed him on the back...now he cried like a suck,a suck that he is.god now he is gonna tell me dad what i did to him,leaving out how he started it,and i am gonna get in shit.i got blamed for having porn on the computer yesterday so i left and slept at grandparent's place,tell you about it later.matt's comming over,later.<3. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2005|11:51 pm] |
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i`m so bored.i want to go out.i will tell you about my evening:
tonight i went to a dinner at a church [yes yes,i know].but i agreed to it before i knew it was at a church,and then i just couldn`t say no to my grandpapa.it was a father daughter, grandfather/grand daughter thing.so there was my grandpapa, his 3 daughters, and his 5 granddaughters.anyways,that was alright,they served veal,i couldn`t eat it,just thinking of thoes poor little cows.<3.i called and talked to matt and alli for a few minutes,then my auntie bitched at me for it.rawr.i was so out of place,everyone was all dressed up,then there was me,in a hoodie and jeans,and my hair [not spiked,duh,but still] (awh one sec,dog is whining)hahaha i just put a shirt over the dogs head and she just sat there for a bit,then took it off,that was so cute.ANYWAYS,back to my night,umm..where was i...oh yes,my hair wasn`t spikes,but did i ever get a lot of looks,fuck people are retarded.desert was pretty good,some kinda cake,then we had to listen to a man ramble on,and my mother`s cell went off,it was matt,that faggot.then some people talked some more, blah blah blah it was boring yet interesting.then we listened to father's give their daughters their harts,lol.that was...dumb i guess.kinda wish a guy would do that to me,but whatever.then we got a rose each,then left,grampapa gave me one of his famous 'you`re choking me' hugs.lol.he said to us grandchildren,that if any of us ever need to talk we can call,even in the middle of the night,and if we ever need him to pick us up, he will, or if we ever need to come over at anytime, he will come and get us,that made me feel good,to know that my grandpapa is there when i need him,considering i am going to be there most of the summer,cos i sure ain`t staying here.and in may,i won`t have to live on the streets ffor 26 days,i can go and stay there for some of it.*smiles*yeah tonight turned out good.i enjoyed it.anyways,i am very very tired.i don`t know why...bleh.later.love you all.<3. |
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| please tell. |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|11:40 pm] |
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anyone who reads this, i need you`re help.i am in dier need of a show.i haven`t been to a show in like,a month and i am about to die.i`m going to one on february 1...but if you know of any after that,let me know about it,please.comment me,i fucking miss shows and all the people at them.<3,thanks. |
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| God dammit |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|10:58 am] |
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| | NONE MOTHER FUCKERS | ] |
you know what i hate,so fucking much,when you go in the shower and then you find that there is no conditioner.especially when your hair has a ton of hairspray in it.fuck.now my fucking hair feels really gross and wirey.and i spell like zest,the soap,i really don`t like that.i`m going to meet my mother at polopark soon,she`s buying me a braaaa,and i am gonna try and get a few other things out of it.muahaha.i thought we had school today,i was so fucking happy when i realized there was no school today considering it is saturday and all.pf.i am so god damn tired.i should go and get ready to go to polo,<3. |
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| love is wonderful. |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|10:59 pm] |
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| | I`M INLOVE <333333333333333333 | ] |
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| | RANCID | ] |
well,meli and i are in love.the first time i set eyes on her,i knew she was the one.and when i first heard her voice,i was speachless.she was and is the most kindest,sweetest,beautifulest girl i have ever met.[oh god i`m about to puke lol.]she know eveything to say to me,and when to say it.it`s as if god sent her here it`sself.[hehehe].here is our wedding information:
time:sometime around 6-10 PM
date:at the next show we all go to.
please don`t forget to bring us a present fuckers.
-yes,this is real,we ARE getting married,and yes,we are BOTH girls,and i can say it for you,that`s disgusting,fuck off please.-<333 |
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| fuckers |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|07:04 pm] |
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| | why am i shy?fuckkk. | ] |
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| | misfits | ] |
i`m in love with a new song, "who would have thought" by rancid.alli said it`s her song for matt and i.pff.haha.i must say,some of the lyrics are dead on,reffering to the night we met,like;
"So I drank like a fish till i crawl like a rat [i was a fucking pisstank...]
In the city of shit i ended up on my back [um...they we`re gonna send me to the hospital for alcohol poisoning]
But I can't believe you're with me after dark [he was with me the entire night,and he didn`t even know me then]
So let it come together in echo park [it was in the park at isaac brock that we spent pretty much all of the night]"
the things in "[ ]" are the reasons why that relates to that night.oh,and;
"Who would've thought i'd end up with you [well,common now,really...]
Who would've thought what they said was true [alexis always said that we would go out]"
my belly button is pierced, alexis did it.i was so fucking scared,but i`m so glad i did it.we did it at shayla's house, on sunday.my mother found out this morning...she wasn`t so happy about that.i told her i`m not talking it out.no way in hell.too much pain for me to take it out.and it`s so hawt*rolls eyes*.Becky wrote 'brooke is sexy' and 'i love my clitoris' on my back the other day,and ink doesn`t come off of my skin easily.fuck.i`m really tired.well not really tired.just a bit.yeah,hah.matt`s pissed at me...cos i told alli i might dump him and she told him and now i`m to shy to talk to him about my feeling or the problems i have.i really want to talk to someone about what to do,fuck.lol.god i`m a fucking retard.ugh.<3 |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|06:06 pm] |
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I wanted to start over and make one I actually like to write in, so I made this one. Today was fucking stupid. If Nat thinks he can hit a girl and get away with it, he's very wrong. And denying it doesn't help, cos we all know he said he would do it. I can't wait, I get to hang out with Meli [my wife to be] and Alli. Yay. I can't wait until exams are over, even though I am going to fail them all, and I mean that, cos I don't know shit all about what we've learnt in school. On Friday I get to go bitch at this chick, Allison, little bitch thinks she can hurt my friends little brother, fuck her. I can't wait. I used to be best friends with this little cunt. Anyways, I`m off. Fairwell. |
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